I’m starting to think that the most drama I’ve had in the past month has been all in my own head. It’s been pretty rough. I think so much drama, that sometimes I fight back and it becomes a full-on battle. I’ve always known that I’m not very nice to myself, but it’s become so ingrained in me that I don’t even realize it’s happening most of the time.
I’m starting to wonder how much better life would be if I replaced at least half of the negativity with positive thoughts. The crazy thing is that I think I’m a pretty positive person, at least on the outside. So, why is it so hard to be that way with myself? I honestly don’t know.
I’m not here to make resolutions, though, because they rarely work for very long. I think this is just noticing what I’m doing. I’ve heard it’s the first step in overcoming it. I wonder how long it will take to get to the next step?
Just Jot It January is hosted by Linda G. Hill. Today’s word was suggested to us by Ritu at But I Smile Anyway…. I’m going to try and post every day this month. I’ve been wanting to get back to my blog more, so wish me luck!