Reading is just as good as writing, right?

I’m not sure what’s kept me from posting this week.  I’ve been thinking of ideas for posts all week, but just never took the time to sit down and write them out.  If I’m honest, I tend to do that thing where I beat myself up because I didn’t think of a story for this challenge or that challenge and I start to question whether or not I have “it”, even though I have plenty of proof through this here blog that I can and do write stories.  It’s been hard to come to terms with the fact that some challenges just do not inspire me to write – like I can’t even come up with an idea for a story to match the challenge.  Not that each time needs to come from inspiration.  There have been a few stories where I wrote something I pulled out of thin air and struggled to put it on paper, but I feel I’m better for having challenged myself and stepped outside my comfort zone.  Chuck Wendig posted something really amazing at the beginning of the week where he said you need to love what you write.  I loved him for that.  It really helped in what I was going through with his challenge, strangely enough, and I allowed myself to move on without writing a story.

I’ve decided that writing is a lot like acting.  I know that when actors give the performance of their life, they leave a little bit of themselves on the stage, as the saying goes.  I think writing is like that in so many ways.  So much of what I write comes from such a deeply personal space and each time its like opening my soul until I write the last word and hit publish and then I can close the door or am able to put it in a bubble and let it float away, or something equally like letting it go.  I think that’s why the bigger project scares me.  It is so much more than just 1,000 words or even 2,000 words. And then, once it’s written, you have the editing process where it will still be splayed open and haunting through the recesses of my mind.

Needless to say, I’ve been struggling this week.  But when I say struggling, it’s more like I just put it in a box and left it on the side of the road where I didn’t have to deal with it and I could lie and tell myself everything was okay, even though every time I logged on to read through all the amazing blog posts I follow, I knew it was there, staring at me.

The one thing I have been doing is reading.  (I should probably make this a separate blog post, but nah.)

There are some amazing books out there, and then there are some not so amazing books, but I enjoy the exploration no matter which category they fall into.  I read somewhere (I think it was Chuck, again) that we should read everything and anything.  Step outside your comfort zone and explore new things.  I didn’t really set out on a mission to do that, but I’ve actually done that a lot this year. Below is a list of the books I’ve read in the last few months.  (I only wish it was more, but there is only so much time in a day, damn it!)  I hope all the links work.  I chose to link each book to Amazon in case you want to check them out yourself.

Currently Reading:
The Bourne Identity by Robert Ludlum (I picked this up on a whim from the library intending to read way more than I did on my vacation.  I got through about one entire book – finishing one I was reading and making it most of the way through another – during my flights and the few hours I had alone in the hotel room.  I just started reading Bourne Identity this week and am enjoying it more than I thought I would, especially after reading a few not so good reviews on Goodreads.  I loved the movies but am enjoying the book even more!  And, it is way outside what I normally read!)

What I’ve read in the last three months:

The Ophelia Prophecy by Sharon Lynn Fisher (Loved the sci-fi aspect of this story, but didn’t really like the romance part of it, which is weird because I like a good romance.)
Dead Things by Stephen Blackmoore (Fantastic read if you like gritty, dark, awesome shit!)
The Alloy of Law by Brandon Sanderson (If you haven’t read the Mistborn Trilogy, I highly recommend it.  This one was not what I was expecting as an add-on to the series, but it was worth reading.)
The Cormorant by Chuck Wendig (Where do I even start?!  Loved, loved, loved this series!)
Citadels of Fire by L.K. Hill (My niece is a published author and I’m so proud of her.  That being said, this book was just too far outside what I normally like to read.  Straight historical fiction, Russian history no less, is just not my thing.  But I’m happy I read it and had it signed by her.)
Mockingbird by Chuck Wendig (See above where I am perfectly giddy over this series)
Shades of Milk and Honey by Mary Robinette Kowal (I read this because I saw it reviewed by Jim C. Hines.  I loved the glamour idea, I just wish it had gone further.  Maybe it will in the coming books.  I’m hoping it will and enjoyed this enough to pick up another one.)
Blackbirds by Chuck Wendig (Just, WOW!)

I’m really enjoying stepping outside my comfort zone and I’m finding I have a new favorite type of book to read.  Apparently I like gritty dark stories, if the Miriam Black series and Dead Things have anything to say about it, which they do.  Those have by far been my favorite books of the summer and I wish there were more of them to read, right this moment! (I do know that the 2nd book in Stephen Blackmoore’s series is out, Broken Souls, I just haven’t ordered it yet.  So YAY for new things to read in the near future!)

What about you?  What are you reading?  Have you read anything from my list?  What did you think of it?

I hope you all have a fabulous Friday!  Happy writing (and reading)!

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12 thoughts on “Reading is just as good as writing, right?

  1. I need times of percolation, and times of input. I think reading feeds writing, writing feeds reading, and life feeds it all!

    There are so many online writing challenges. I delve in when inspired, and leave them alone if I’m not, or if I’m busier with other parts of life.

    Since you have ideas for posts, you’re on your way. You likely just needed a break after some big life changes and some very intense posts.

    My guess? You’ll be back to writing soon!

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    • Thanks, Shan. I think a break was deeply needed and I’m just too stubborn to give myself one so my mind and my body did it for me. I had to take a break from running this week too. I’m doing my best to just let it be what it is, but that is always harder than it probably should be.

      Thanks again for the support. 😉

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      • I think we’re raised, in this culture, to think we need to be ‘on’ all the time. Bur creativity needs mucking around time, too.

        I used to feel like a failure for taking it, but then I realized it made me far more productive, and a much better writer, when I did.

        I hope it gets easier for you! =D

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      • Thanks for your wise words and your support. I just need to remember that I’m new to all of this and I shouldn’t expect so much from myself all at once. I think the last few weeks have been good for me – down time to rejuvenate and come up with a more solid direction. I like “mucking around time”!:)

        While I believe it’s been good for me, my dreams/nightmares are once again out of control. I didn’t miss them, but I don’t think I realized how much active storytelling was helping with them. I’m hoping this weekend will bring some stories – either flash fiction or work on the project. I aim to do both, truth be told. 🙂

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      • My creativity definitely moves in ebbs and surges, and so do my energy levels (especially since I’m perimenopausal). I’ve learned to ride the waves, and to have a variety of goals in progress, so that I can use those ebb times to do more administrative things that get pushed aside when the creative surge comes.

        It’s an art I’m still getting the hang of, but it does help me to feel like I’m making good use of the down time – and I also use it to gather input, go places and do things, and let my mind do that mucking about (I like that term, too!).

        I’m fascinated about what you say about your dreams. i use my dreams to fuel my writing; how interesting that you use writing to tame your dreams!

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      • I would say they are more like nightmares and while they can be good for storytelling, usually they just make me feel icky and not like writing at all. I’m hoping I can get to a more manageable place with my dreams/nightmares and my writing. The one thing I know I need to do better at is letting it happen and not beating myself up over it, no matter where I’m at in the process. I’m assuming it all takes time, though, to learn and grow. I can be so impatient! 😉

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  2. Good article sweet girl. Reading has also become a passion of mine. But I love LDS Romance Novels.
    I also loved the Twilight series. I read some novels by Jennie Hansen. Her love stories are mingled with suspense. Any way reading is a wonderful past time.

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  3. I’m a fan of Wendig’s site as well – he’s great at giving you the kick you need. And reading is equally if not more important to a writer’s development, so never feel like you’re wasting time when there’s a book in your hands. Especially if while you read you make notes in the margins or highlight passages and try to figure out what makes it work. Good luck with your writing

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    • Thanks for stopping by and the words of encouragement. I’ve definitely changed how I read books. I ask myself a lot more questions. Notes in margins is a great idea! Thank you!

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